Wednesday, December 21, 2011

So anxious!


Right now, I feel like I have a bunch of butterflies flying around in my stomach and no its not the baby swimming around in there. Its my nerves. I am so anxious lately. Anxious about Christmas and the baby, but most of all my future at the hospital. 

There are days where I absolutely love working on the obstetrics floor, but lately those days are few and far between. I need a new challenge. I need guaranteed hours. See, if we don't have the patients on the floor then I get VTO'd (voluntary time off) but its more like a MTO (mandatory time off.) So lately my paycheck has been suffering, which puts more pressure on the hubs to bring in the dough.  

To solve the lack of hours problem I have applied for a few different positions in the hospital. I had an interview last Monday for a position that I REALLY want and I am waiting eagerly by the phone to hear something about it. Ahh. I am losing my mind- I want this so bad. So today when I saw the hospital's phone number come across my phone I almost squeeled!  I thought it was the woman calling about the job, but it wasn't.  It was a phone call about another position that I applied for. Which isn't too bad, but not full time hours like I was kind of hoping, but I'll take anything. Anything with guaranteed hours! And the lady reassured me that this position would have the hours. So this interview is next Wednesday. Hopefully, I can win someone over with my amazing personality! haha.

So if you could, could you please send a little prayer my way and keep those fingers crossed for me. I would really love for one of these jobs to work out! 

As for my anxiety, anyone have any tips on easing it? 
I think I am going crazy with it and I'm pretty sure the hubs is getting overwhelmed by my mood swings. haha.

I hope you all have a fantastic day.

1 comment:

Bobbi said...

Sending prayers your way! Breathe, and have a glass of wine, just one :) It will help with the nerves and not hurt the baby, SCORE! Everything will work out the way it's supposed to. good luck! Have a great day friend! BJ

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