Thursday, February 24, 2011

Just fell in love...

with this amazing band! 
Please go check Clarensau out! 
Or tweet with them- @clarensau

Today, has been a very emotional day. As most of you know (if you follow me on twitter) that my grandfather lost his fight with pneumonia this morning. I'm still in disbelief and numb and I honestly have no idea what to say. I am a bit a lot angry with myself because I didn't visit with him more while he was in and out of the hospital, or even while he was at home. I can always use the excuse that my schedule was just so crazy, but that's what it is- an excuse. I hope he knows how much I love him. I hope that he can forgive me for being selfish and not taking the time to see him. He was a quiet man and didn't show much affection, but I know that he loved my sister and I very much and it pains me to think that he was alone this morning when he took his last breath. 
The next few days are going to be rough, whether it be due to the sadness of his loss or the gathering of the family, but I know I will and we will get through it. I will be strong like my mother and stay by her side during all of this. I believe she needs my sister and myself more than anyone else (even if she doesn't show it.)

Thanks again for all the kind words and prayers. You all are so amazing! I am so very blessed to have friends such as you!

Much love,

P.S. I have been nominated for blog of the month over on For The Love Of Blogs! It is such an honor to be nominated along side so many other amazing blogs. I am asking that you all please take a moment to head over there and cast your vote. Vote for whoever you choose! (if its for me that'd be super sweet, but if not I am definitely okay with that also.) 


Chrissy said...

Oh girl, I am so sorry for your loss! It is always so hard to say good-bye! I'm sure your Grandpa knows exactly how much you love him...he is in a better place without pain now! Don't be too hard on yourself hun! I am here for you!
Hugs xxx

Ashley said...

Hey lady. I know I said something earlier, but I am still incredibly sorry. I've dealt with death a lot more than I'd like to over the past few years and I know it's tough.

I know he knows how much you care. Nothing would have ever been enough in your mind. So know that he appreciates everything you did for him.

Take care of yourself.

I'm here if you need someone to talk to. :]

. . . and that's a true story said...

I am so sorry about your grandpa! I'm sure he knows how much you love him!

I hope this cheers you up a little:
I gave you a blogging award! Check it out if you want to participate:

Amylou said...

I'm so sorry hun! I'm sure he knew. Loved ones just know things like that. I'm so glad that you will be there for your momma.
Love Love Love and more Love!!
Plus hugs to you sweet friend.

-Mallori said...


I am so sorry to hear about your grandpa. I hadn't seen it on twitter, I've been asleep a majority of the day because of my meds.

I am praying for you to have peace of mind in getting through the funeral and everything. Have a lovely weekend!

P.S. I am the girl who creepily e-mailed you about gchat yesterday :D


Meri said...

I"m so sorry to hear that. I hope you feel all of the love that the blog world has to offer in support :)

...with ♥, SB said...

If you need someone to text let me know, Im a good listener and a good texter.

I cant imagine what you are going through, but keep your chin up, doll♥

Vic said...
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-Mallori said...

hello lady!
Don't worry about not getting on gchat!

I didn't get on last night either, I took my pain meds and then watched some tv until I fell asleep!

I'm still working on recovery...hopefully we can chat soon.

ps I voted for you on FTLOB :)

Slidecutter said...

So sorry to hear this, my heartfelt condolences to you and your family.

I've dealt with not having that chance in saying good-bye to someone in my life but, in my heart, I know they knew how much I loved them.

Keeping good thoughts, sending you hugs!


Melissa: Write it in Lipstick said...

I am so sorry for you loss. I'll be keeping you in my prayers hon (cyber hug)

I'm on my way to vote.

...with ♥, SB said...

YOu so won on FTLOB! congrats girl.

Victoria said...

i'm so sorry to hear about your grandpa! that's so hard. i'm sure he knows you love him. don't let that get you down. we all focus on our last moments with those we love but it's not the last moments that count, it's all the moments before that. plus, you can take what you learned from this and apply it to the rest of your life. i hope you feel better soon.

Hearthandmade said...

Im really sorry for your loss xoxo

Michelle said...

Oh my goodness! I'm so sorry. I'll be praying for you and your family.

Katie said...


I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am for your loss. I said a prayer for you and your family. Keep your positive attitude and hold close all of the memories your shared. This song is beautiful and brings tears to my eyes. I can feel your emotions through it.

Sending my love to you Danielle.

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