Wednesday, January 19, 2011

I'm an open book.

Dear motivation,
where are you?

Why am I feeling so...what's the word? blah, boring, negative, drab, or uninspired. Yeah that's exactly the word. I really do not know why I am overcome with such feelings. I just feel at a loss with creativity today and I absolutely can't stand it. Maybe I am trying too hard? Maybe there is just too much going on here behind the scenes that its weighing me down? It might be just that time of the month thing. Or it could be the fact that I am so very tired of the same mundane things that are going on. I just need a bit more excitement than what I've been getting. 

Its strange because my dreams never really used to be so exciting and now they are so exciting that I hate to wake up. I can't stand feeling like this. Sometimes I even feel like I am cheating on my husband in my dreams? (Really, what's with that?) I am head-over-heals in love with my husband. Although, I am getting really extremely annoyed with the xbox. Ugh, what's wrong with me?

I am so sorry for all the gloom in today's post. I just don't really have anyone to talk to about some of the things that are going on at the moment.  I just keep hoping that this is just the gloomy weather or the time of the month thing that is causing me to feel so blah.

I really hope that you all are having a beautiful evening. 
Love and hugs<3


Chrissy said...

I feel the same way! Tired, uninspired, lonely, bored...all of that and more!
And it's weird, everyone is kind of saying the same thing...who knows what it is...go thing...hahaha

Hope you feel better tomorrow hun!

Hugs xxx

Peachy Effing Keen said...

Awe, hang in there. I have those times too. Better days are coming!

Jessica said...

awe i'm sorry you're feelin down! i'm sure they're just passing emotions and you'll feel back to yourself again in no time! keep your chin up beautiful!

Heather M said...

It must be something in the air, or something about this time of year?? I cant think of any thing to write about and I feel ya on the husband thing!!! AWWWWWWWHHHHHH!!!

Allison Kaye said...

I could use some motivation too! I'm such a procrastinator!
-Allison Kaye

Erinsgobragh said...

Ha you gotta just get it out some times, I had a blues post last week with everything going on in my life. Blogging is therapy and a great way to work things out!

Ms. Megan said...

I totally know how you feel!!
I hope that you feel like sunshine and rainbows again soon!! Perhaps a cute movie is in order!! :)
love you hon!!

Vic said...

you need a trip down here my friend~

Slidecutter said...

It's not just you; chalk it up to the time of the year, whatever, there aren't too many people I've run into who are bubbling-over like a pot full of pasta on high flame.
For me, a quiet spot along with a great "chick-flick" (Same Time, Next Year...Bridges of Madison County), some Yankee Candles, Cappuccino and something gooey, work wonders.
You always have someone to talk to; we're all here even though many miles apart. Hey, all of us combined make up one helluva support team.
Now, pass the Cannoli

Warm hugs,

amylou said...

Aww! i'm so sorry hun! You can always email me. I will listen anytime about anything!!
Feel better soon!

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